Your state of well being that is. That was our assignment yesterday. Pretend to climb a very large tree and look down at our lives...what did we see?
Well sadly to say I couldn't see a thing because there is such a sand storm over my state that it blocks the view!!! I was in Las Vegas several years ago and the sand/dust/dirt was blowing so hard it was hard to see and it hurt when you were out in it! That's what it looked like to me yesterday and this morning when I pretended to climb my tree.
And the meaning is quite obvious...I run around so much and kick up so much sand it's hard to see what is what! I think that happens when you have fallen and get back up. You have stuff to deal with when you get your footing again. Sometimes a lot of stuff...sometimes not so much. For me it's been a lot.
If you have lost your job...you may have debt. If you have lost your partner...some people date like crazy so they don't have to be alone. For every reason you may have fallen...there are dozens of ways people cope when they find their footing again.
I work non stop to deal with the income I wasn't producing when I was dealing with my post traumatic stress and the debt that has resulted from that time. I am also a volunteer guardian for five people who depending on the day can be pretty demanding...I also am working on my websites and my books. The sand is a flying most days...and because it is... it's sometimes hard to clear the air and see where things are at.
So I would have to say my state of well being is a bit chaotic. I am thinking I need to imagine a giant fan being pulled into place to clear the air. In fact I am going to do that tonight when I get home...I want to clear the air. I want to see how close I am to having the state of well being I say I want.
How about you? What did you see?
I will let you know how Operation Clear The Sand goes! :)
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