That's what I have decided. I am scattered. I am all over the place and when you are all over the place do you know where you end up?
Ah...that would be no where. Spinning in place would be great if I were in that spinning exercise class. But I am not. I am living my life. And I am actually not in one place. I jump from place to place...never focused and never making good progress in any area.
Rather uncomfortable to say out loud...but probably known to people around me. Am I the last to know?
Doesn't really matter what "number" I am in recognizing where I am at. Just important that I gather my scatterings together and focus.
Magic happens when you are focused. Energy goes forward to clear the path. But knowing that direction is key. I have tried to do this myself and I just can't seem to do it.
Have you ever felt like something was just out of reach? Just beyond where you can grasp it? Ya...like that...for months and months I have felt like that.
I think I have found the tool to bring "me" all together.
I am taking a seven semester business course with Sandi and Jeremy Krakowski at ARC University. I have followed Sandi for over a year and love her stuff. Her messages, her postings...her call to get your act together and do great things.
Today is the first class. And I have my pencil and paper ready. More importantly for me...I have my spirit ready.
Seven months from now I will be here saying...My name is Jean. I was a scatter a-holic. :)
Ahhhh....let the journey begin.