You know a place where you store memories? Some people have photo albums. Some people have little memory boxes they put things in. I shall use a whole house!
That's what one of my friends suggested as I get ready to move. My lease has been terminated and I need to move. I am so very grateful that I was able to continue to be here as I figured out what I was going to do...but now I must be out by April 30th.
After I think 15 years it will be quite a change. I told someone last night that after all these years I may still find myself pulling in the driveway! She said."Just smile and pretend you were pulling in to turn around!" Yes...there is a fine solution for everything! LOL
And considering this house a memory vault is another fine solution. I am going to leave lots of memories here. I do not want to carry hurt and angry forward. I spent almost 3 years here dealing with post traumatic stress. There was a lot of fear connected with that. I plan to leave that here too.
This house has been my refugee. My safe spot. But the energy and memories it holds are better left behind. Better sealed up when I lock the door for the final time.
I shall be getting a new start...and it's time for this little house to have one too.
A fine solution for both of us.