For you... you must.
I had to do something this week that was very hard and scary and weighed on me. I had to do it.
And I did.
Once it was over I felt like the weight of the world was lifted and I could breath deep again.
It is like having to walk through a doorway of fear...I needed to walk through the door to get to the other side.
I don't know about you but for me the unknown is not a comfortable place to be. My little mind can spin all sorts of stories of what will be and in the end...none of them played out.
I have lived with fear and worry for about five years now. I think about that ever now and then. I don't ever remember feeling that way before...like they are unwelcome roommates I cannot get to move out.
You would think by now I would have made myself perfectly clear about how unwelcome they are. Apparently not. They keep popping up.
I am truly a work in progress. What I learned again this week is what I believe with all my heart...
You must do what you think you cannot do. You must. For yourself. For your peace of mind. For your chance to live the life you say you want.
When you do that you are in a better position to say who you want as a "roommate" and who you want to send packing.