I am a restless sleeper. Maybe because I sleep with a movie playing or a snoring, constantly shifting wiener dog. Whatever the reason...I am a in and out of sleep kind of sleeper.
Last night or early...very early this morning I woke for an instant thinking my leap of faith is a work in process. I remember thinking that sounded perfect and fell back asleep. :)
So there you have it. My leap of faith...my post "life implosion X 2" is a work in process. And with any work in process is it exctly that. In process. NOT finished. NOT arrived at. In process.
There have been starts and stops and shifts and changes and starts again. There has been confusion and anger and disbelief and hope and joy.
It is a leap of faith to a new life that I am creating. It is in process. One day at a time. One hour at a time. Some days it feels like one minute at a time. As long as I know it is in processthat is okay. It's when I lose that awarenessof "process" that I get worried. Worried it is not right. Worried it won't work. Worried I don't know what to do next.
Silly goose...I say to myself...it's in process. :) Lighten up. See what there is to see along the way and take that next step out in faith.
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