I choose joy to fuel me. Not anger. Not disappointment. Not confusion. Not other people's beliefs and opinions. I choose joy.
What gives me joy? Connection with people I care about does. Pumpkin does. Having food to eat and a home I feel safe in does. Having work that matters to me does. Honoring my commitments does. Living my faith does. Making someone else's day a bit brighter does. Having the Bobbymobile fixed does. Writing does.
I have been a bit scatttered these past few weeks trying to readjust, find my footing again and continue this adventure I am on. I have tried a few other fuels...anxiety and a bit of fear tossed in...but they have not gotten me any further along. So I am back to using my fuel of choice JOY.
Joy will get when where I am going and I believe I shall enjoy the ride. I am taking it out of park and putting my foot on the gas once again. :) Here we go....
