Yup...I did. I got stuck on Step #1 on how to unplug your fog machine. I said I would always be honest with you always...so I am.
Step #1 is being Clear. Writing down as clearly as you can what you want. I didn't do it yet. I think I am scared to do it. Why be scared?
It is only a paper and pencil list...it cannot bite you! It CAN however make things real and that can be more scary than fog. Apparently to me it is... Here is why - twice in five years I have had my life implode. Twice.
BOOM...BOOM!
I think part of me likes being in a fog. You cannot be held to a goal that is foggy. You cannot be disappointed if you cannot name what you actually want.
But here is the giant ThUnDeRbOlT...
you never move off the dime either! You wander and wonder. It can be a way of life. Only you...and me...can decided when we have had enough wandering and wondering.
In the last week I have come to realize that my wandering and wondering has slowly lost it's appeal. Time to Walk the Talk again. I use to be fabulous at that if I do say so myself! And I shall be again.
It starts now.
I am writing clearly what I want.
Your list is probably already done...sorry you had to wait for me to finish mine.
Tomorrow I will let you know what we do next... :)